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REVIEW: Life Without Friends by Ellen Emerson White

This is a second in a series of books reviewed by authors.  This is an open invitation for any author to submit reviews of books that get very little attention but that he or she liked very much. In issuing the invitation, I’ve asked the authors to review books authored by people they have no real contact with – they aren’t in the same RWA chapter or they aren’t critique partners. I hope that this is one way we can bring an authorial reviewer voice to Dear Author without the conflicts. So if you are an author, editor, publicist, etc. and there is a book you think deserves more attention, send me a review!

A lot of bad things happened to Beverly last year. Now she’s living a life without friends. It’s a lot easier that way.

Then Derek comes into her life, just by chance. Bit by bit, Beverly opens up to Derek and begins to trust him. She can tell him anything. Or almost anything.

There’s just last year standing between Beverly and Derek – the one thing he said he couldn’t forgive. Maybe it will ruin everything if she talks about it.

And maybe it will ruin everything if she doesn’t.

Every time I try to write about Ellen Emerson White’s Live Without Friends, I feel as if I’m drifting between an Elizabeth Barrett Browning sonnet and one of my daughter’s old bedtime stories (Rossetti-Shustak’s I Love You Through and Through). Derek, how do I love thee, let me count the ways. I love your  jeans jacket and your Red Sox cap, I love your gentle side, your cocky side, I love your nerves when you’re trying to be James Dean cool. I love your jokes about ducks and the crick in your neck from falling asleep on the steps, and your happy smile, and the way your run gets a little clumsy when your “girl”  comes to watch your baseball game. I love your patience, and the way you pet puppies, and the flex in your muscles when you’re trying to get that cute, nerdy girl on the bench to notice you. I admit it, I have it bad: I think I even love the way you say “yo” and “like”. Yes, Derek, I love you through and through.

Life Without Friends, by Ellen Emerson WhiteIt is, in fact, perhaps, just a tad excessive that as a grown woman in Boston for a major academic conference, I ducked out of sessions so that I could go see where Derek and Beverly met in the Public Gardens and find the paddle boats for myself. Heartbreak Hill, Old North Church, the Granary Burying Ground . . . and Derek and Bev.

Because I love Beverly, too. She’s the smart, uptight, alienated teenage girl whose difficult past helps serve as a catharsis for our own sense of not-belonging as a teenager, our own sense of not being good enough or being judged, an embodiment of our classic rite of passage struggles to find our way into society. In YA, of course, these struggles almost always seem to need an event, a past, that dramatizes them, just because literature sometimes needs crutches and excuses to reach at that fragile teenage spot inside of us. As if, without the excuses, everyone will just shrug and say, “Well, get over yourself. I had to.” But while the YA heroine who struggles with issues may represent some of us who really had those issues, for most of us her excuses simply allow our empathy—for her, and through her for ourselves and other people. We may not have had a mother who committed suicide or a boyfriend who murdered two people and beat the crap out of us in the meantime, we may not be internalizing guilt about those things, but her shame and self-loathing and struggles to regain a right to live in her society are ones with which we can identify nevertheless. That’s why rites of passage stories are so powerful.

She’s the us who gets to have Derek, the cute, adorable guy who puts his jeans jacket around us when we’re cold and keeps getting us milkshakes because we’re not eating enough. (Ellen Emerson White’s heroines have chronic intense stomach/eating issues. An ulcer in this case. This and uptight, repressed families with high IQs and almost non-existent EQs—incapable of expressing emotion without significant therapy—are her thing. What I would call her story. It works particularly well in this book when the hero is so patiently and adorably reaching through those barriers of the heroine’s and thus, on both a symbolic and real level, integrating her into life, love, and society.)

A serendipitous conjunction of Jane’s request about doing a guest author review, Kati’s post on comfort reading, and some Twitter conversations with Angie who, it turns out, loves Derek as much as I do, got me re-reading Life Without Friends again for the first time in a few years. And as soon as I was done with the first read, I thought: Ha, I’m reviewing this book, so I get to re-read it right over again. And then, after the second time, well, let’s be thorough and go back through the favorite parts one more time. But there are so many favorite parts that I basically had to re-read the whole book yet again—three times in a weekend.

To me, it is a quintessential comfort read, not only for Derek, but for Beverly, who, for all her sarcasm and hang-ups (or, really, because of them), is an utterly relatable and likeable heroine. I said to Angie on Twitter that this book is the standard, to me, of what YA/NA books could be. It is definitely Ellen Emerson White’s best work. Scenes between Beverly and her family, Beverly and her psychiatrist, and Beverly and Derek are interwoven with such a perfect balance as she comes to terms with what has happened and opens up again, thanks primarily to three people: her stepmother, her psychiatrist, and, of course, Derek. The dialogue is sarcastic, funny, insightful. And I’m always intrigued by a certain spare quality to Ellen Emerson White’s writing. In other books, she often has characters read Hemingway as a shorthand for their intelligence. Despite my impatience with this literary self-consciousness*, I do think we can see her own liking of Hemingway in what can often be the simplicity of her writing. A marshmallow doesn’t swell up in Bev’s throat (as I might say); no, her throat just tightens, or closes. And that’s enough. Reading Ellen Emerson White is a reminder to me of the power of simplicity.

It is, in its way, a very simple story. One I finish every time with a happy smile.

And a sigh because it’s over, wishing for a bit more Derek.

You might say I had to start writing books in the first place because I wanted more Derek.

[*I am impatient because I’ve personally not only read but studied at a graduate level a very broad spectrum of literary classics in four major languages. A colleague here has an international reputation for her work with neuroscience and story, so I’ve gleaned a thing or two from those “neuroscience and the humanities” talks, and I would love to see an MRI throwdown on reading Hemingway versus, say, Laura Kinsale. Without in the least trying to dismiss Hemingway’s quality, my bet for brain activity is on Laura Kinsale. This is not me being flippantly, knee-jerk defensive of romance. Brain activity seems to be based on factors such as reader engagement with/enjoyment of the story as well as coming across new ways of evoking things—an unexpected turn of phrase that captures an emotional reaction or makes us think, for example. So imagining the MRI match-up between Old Man and the Sea and For My Lady’s Heart makes me grin every time.]

 

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Laura Florand 
is the award-winning author of the Amour et Chocolat series (The Chocolate Thief, The Chocolate Kiss…), where sexy Parisian chocolatiers woo the women they love with what they love best – romance you can taste. Her books have been translated into seven languages, received the RT Seal of Excellence and starred reviews from Publishers Weekly, and been recommended by USA Today, NPR, The Wall Street Journal, and Dear Author, among others, and twice been selected as Sizzling Book Club Picks by Smart B*, Trashy Books. They’ve even been selected for the infamous (legendary? notorious?) DABWAHA! She was born in Georgia, but the travel bug bit her early. After a Fulbright year in Tahiti, a semester in Spain, and backpacking everywhere from New Zealand to Greece, she ended up living in Paris, where she met and married her own handsome Frenchman, a story told in her first book Blame It on Paris.  Now a lecturer at Duke University, she is very dedicated to her research into French chocolate. For a glimpse behind the scenes of some of that research as well as recommendations for US chocolate, make sure to check out her website: www.lauraflorand.com.

 

15 Comments

  1. Jane
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 12:37:28

    This book sounds amazing and I’ve ordered it…in paper no less.

  2. Angie
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 12:45:16

    It has been my dream for YEARS to go to Boston just so I can ramble through Beverly & Derek’s haunts. I’m not even a little bit ashamed to admit that is the primary reason. It fills me with delight that you did the same thing, Laura. One of these days . . .

    As you said, comfort reads don’t get any better than this one for me. I reviewed it back in the day, and I’m thrilled to see it reviewed here so lovingly and for a whole new audience.

  3. SusanS
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 12:47:36

    Numerous copies available on Amazon for $.01 plus shipping. I’m sold.

  4. Michelle
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 13:11:48

    Goodness. I love EEW so dang much. Also, Derek. This book is just so perfectly done and I love it. Wonderful review — I knew I liked you for a reason, Laura.

  5. Beth Bolden
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 14:05:49

    Sold. And to echo Jane, in paperback no less. So many reasons why actually, but it’s not just my Boston roots or my Red Sox Nation card, it’s the recommendation from an author I adore and respect. Jane, I love these author reviews!

  6. Laura Florand
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 14:29:09

    @Michelle: Yay! Another Derek/Bev fan! We’re like a secret cult. We should have a secret handshake. I’d say just wear a Red Sox cap but we need something to distinguish us from the ones who are actually wearing it for the baseball. :)

  7. Laura Florand
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 14:29:51

    @Angie: Angie’s reviews always just seize at the essence of a book in such a beautiful way. Bev/Derek fans unite! :)

  8. Becky
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 14:55:39

    I’m a big EEW fan, and for the life of me, cannot remember reading this one! I’ll have to get it. A difficult, but equally amazing, read of EEW’s is “The Road Home”, about an Army nurse in Vietnam. 21-year-old Rebecca Phillips sees a ton of trauma, ends up addicted to painkillers, falls in love with one of her patients (the main character from the Echo Company series, which EEW wrote under the name Zack Emerson), and doesn’t know what to do with herself once she gets back home in the States. I read this one thinking wow, holy crap, and is this really a teen book? It did not read like any of the teen lit I was reading at the timeIt could definitely fit in with today’s New Adult genre, with the exception of the historical time period (historical to me, anyway).

  9. Laura Florand
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 15:50:23

    @Beth Bolden: Thank you, Beth, for the huge compliment! I really appreciate it.

  10. Laura Florand
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 15:58:25

    @Becky: I really love The Road Home, too. But Life Without Friends is my top favorite, in terms of re-reads and comfort reads. It’s got such a sweet romance in it, and the romance is a more dominant element of the story. It’s by far her most romantic book, in fact. It’s my absolute favorite, out of all of them.

  11. Kaley
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 16:34:15

    Oh, I’d forgotten Ellen Emerson White! I read her President’s Daughter series way back when. Not only did I snatch up a .01 used copy of Life Without Friends but discovered there was a fourth book in the President’s Daughter series I never knew about! I’m going to take a stroll back through memory lane reading these books this weekend. *Thank You* for a wonderful review.

  12. Ellie
    Oct 18, 2013 @ 21:59:26

    I feel a re-read coming on. Hadn’t thought of this book in many years. But “The President’s Daughter” was my favorite book in high school. I still have my old, extremely tattered copy that I’ve read at least 20 times.

  13. Laura Florand
    Oct 19, 2013 @ 15:02:25

    It’s fun to see how many other people feel the same way about this author! Thank you all for joining in the comments about it!

  14. Kayden
    Dec 22, 2013 @ 23:17:32

    I love Ellen Emerson White’s works so, so much! They got me through my last few years of high school, the decade that followed, including two major eye surgeries…! I love “The Road Home,” and “Life Without Friends,” not to mention “Long Live The Queen,” and its two prequels, and its latest (and updated, for the 21st century) sequel, “Long May She Reign.” I also loved the kids’ Christmas-themed “Santa Paws” books, which she wrote using a pen-name (Nicholas Edwards). I think everyone should read her books, especially “Long May She Reign” and “Life Without Friends.” Has she done anything recently? I can’t find anything out!!! (Also, I never expected to find a website about others who adore her books so much! I’m the only person I know who’s ever heard of her.) Thank you.

  15. ML
    Jan 22, 2014 @ 21:56:28

    I absolutely adore this book, so how fantastic to see it mentioned here! One caveat: it was written as a “contemporary” YA about 20 years ago, so be prepared for certain elements to be “dated.” But it’s still an amazing book, and one unlike almost any other YA book you’ll find out there.

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